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I'm pretty sure I'll be safe spilling the beans here. Heather doesn't even know of this blog, and it would be a miracle if she just happened to stumble upon it. Seriously, it won't happen! ....right? lol

I've almost slipped up to her a few times. She'll say something about the baby moving, and I'll instinctivley say, "Oooh, is ......ahh, the baby kicking?". It gets harder and harder the longer I know! I won't say a word to her - at least on purpose! And I try my hardest to watch myself around her. It's the hardest when we're out shopping and she wants to buy something. All I can tell her is, "Yeah, get it! It's adorable!" If she's wrong, she'll just have to take it back, lol.

So...

Crap! You know what?! I just realized that one person who is friends with both of us is on here. *cough* Steph *cough* ;)

Damn. I've been dying to tell someone, and this was going to make me feel so much better.


Either way, boy or girl, our babies are always going to know how special they are. Both Allie and little Ellie or Cole will know that they are here because their mommies were brave enough to try again. I hope they will grow up to be good friends. I couldn't imagine sharing a bond like that with someone! :) 4 more months!!!!